I had a vivid dream last night, which I'm still not doing very often.
Some of the details have faded, but I remember having some sort of a dinner/game night thing with my friend nephogthoon and S—, a good friend from high school that I haven't talked to since I graduated and who it seems I'm still carrying a torch for. Apparently they'd met at work or something and he'd invited her to his game night. I don't know.
There was some talking and catching up and gaming and talking about what games we liked and the usual sort of thing. Then she started kissing me. I was pulling back to say we needed to talk about a couple of things, like that I'm not single, when I suddenly awoke.
So, ummm, yeah. I guess I can take comfort in the knowledge that in my dreams, when someone I have a serious, serious crush on starts kissing me, I have the presence of mind and willpower to stop and have the not-necessarily-easy conversation?